well i tried.

Last week i made three entries in a row. Starting a new trend, getting back to posting. Yay me!!

NOT.

We lost my collar and neither of us felt the urge to find it for about 4 days. We did last night, it had fallen behind the bed. We care about the M/s stuff, want the M/s dynamic, it is just...............life.

4 teenagers in the house, 5 of my children have birthdays in either November or December, my mothers birthday, the holidays, A getting accepted to UA, work, cooking, shopping, and lets not forget my two other babies.....who has time to be kinky!!

My rules still apply, i still ask to use the bathroom or sit on the couch (most times) but that doesn't scratch that itch, feed the need, (and i am a needy thing let me tell you)

But. we both have 4 days off and He says we are going to catch up. So fingers are crossed, legs are crossed (ok maybe not legs), i am even going to cross the turkey's legs and hope and pray that we do.

Yesterday while at work, i get a text from Master that reads:

Meet Me later in the bedroom. School girl outfit, collar and paddle.

That got my attention big time. i replied asking how we were going to handle it since He would actually get home before me. No worries, He would give me time to get ready.

So i leave work, so by store and (try not to) race home. i am met at the door by 3 of our children, 2 of their friends and 2 excited dogs who have not seen their momma all day. Everyone is hungry and wants to know what if for dinner. i give some quick hugs, kisses and belly rubs and head to bedroom to find Master and figure out the "when" of our rendezvous.

He informs me He is ready NOW. At 6 in the evening. Uhh, ok, but the kids are here, with friends, everyone is hungry and puppies need to play. (Try to tell a 100 pound rottweiler that he will NOT be playing outside today and you will see the biggest baby, lol). As we are discussing the fact that we will probably be interrupted, we are interrupted.

We agree to postpone until after supper.

Fast forward a couple of hours.

Kids fed, friends gone, puppies tired out - He is watching the conclusion of some show on AMC that lasted 2 hours and i am napping on couch.

The sad part is: we are the kinkiest people we know.

LOL

In totally non-kink related news:

My oldest daughter, who turns 18 today, just got accepted to the University of Alabama. She can start in January.

January!!

I am so not ready for this.

What is a masochist to do when her Master is not really sadistic??

i wish there was a switch i could turn on or some button to push to make Him want to do all the painful, horrible, yummy things to me that i want Him to do.

We have discussed it some: i mentioned that He alwasy gets hard when He spanks me. That must mean that He is turned on by hurting me right? Well sort of. He said it is because my ass is sticking out and all He can think about it fucking it.

Great, but not exactely the answer i was hoping for.

He loves slapping my nipples and it is nice but i want MORE, need MORE, crave MORE.

Day dreaming about gets frustrating after awhile.

I have a collar, however, due to children, I can only wear it at night. Master was putting in on my after we got into bed, then He started having me kneel before we got into bed. And subsequently kneeling in the morning to remove the collar. I like the routine, liked the ritual.

However, several nights this week He has been tired and has fallen asleep before putting in on.

I don't feel submissive at all!!

I have them.

Master finally agreed to write down my rules, well my first ones anyway. Call me crazy but i like them written down.  i like the formality of it. Thankfully, He agreed.

1. i will not take my morning frustrations out on Him.

i am NOT a morning person and He tried to help and warm up the car and even took my coffee and purse out and put them in the car and i freaked. The last thing i do is check my purse to make sure i have wallet, cell phone, etc., and when i went to check - it was GONE.

2.  i will not disrespect Him in front of the children. (ie., yelling, cussing, etc.)

Yep guilty. W/we are very passionate about everything W/we do, including arguing.

3.  i will not do the dishes. It is the childrens job.

Yes you read that right. W/we have 4 teenagers in the house and i need to stop "doing it myself" because it is easier. my schedule is hectic enough and i (W/we) need some down time at night to relax or i am cranky.

4.  i will make sure there is enough coffee made each morning so that He gets at least one cup.

All of us are coffee drinkers including the children. Since we don't have coffee where i work, i always take some with me and,  YES, i have left taking the last of the coffee with me. my thought process was: He is home, He can make more. Uh NOT, Making coffee is not His job, He can make more later if He chooses, but it is my job to make sure there is some left for Him.

5.  i have to ask permission to use the bathroom if He is awake. i also have 3 free trips when i am at work in case He is unavailable. i am to try and reach Him before using the free ones though.

6.  i have to ask permission before sitting on the couch.

It is His couch. Period.

Each of these carries a different amount of punishment, although all are spanking. (W/we like spanking) Except the couch.  If i don't ask i have to sit on floor the rest of the day.

He says there will be more added when i get home today.

i can't believe it has been a month since i posted. i am here all the time. i read, comment some and leave.

Life is moving along nicely. Wwe have a new baby. Her name is Karma. She is 3/4 boxer and 1/4 pit bull. She is a beautiful brindle color. Wwe were worried that Nikko, the 110 lb rotweiller would be upset. He is a little jealous but mainly happy to have someone to rough-house with. She is 24 lbs and doesn't have a scared bone in her body. She jumps on his head and they wrestle. To his credit, Nikko is very gentle with her. He plays rougher with NDG.

The D/s is moving along nicely also. NDG's new favorite thing is to slap the tips of my nipples with the tips of His fingers. Hurts like hell but gets my attention. And i have 150 sentences due to Him by 8 pm.

Life is good.

sable

Clever jingles for a water treatment plant.

"We make your waste taste."
"From poo to you."
"We take out the stink so you can drink."

and my personal favorite:

"From your neighbors ass to your glass."

As promised, and requested, Nikko.

NDG is upset, playingly, that these pictures are old. He says Nikko is not 95 lbs and looks small. LOL








                                                  




I think he is absolutely gorgeous. But then most mommas say that about their babies.

NDG and I bought a new couch; a sectional actually. It will be delivered next week. We spent two hours picking it out so I know we will love it when we get it home.

Have I ever mentioned the other thing we have together? I don't think so.

We have a, currently 95 lb - 10 month old, rotweiller named Nikko. We got him when he was 10 weeks. He is the sweetest, most spoiled dog I have ever known. I will try to post a picture of him later.

He will love the new cough. LOL